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The
Interview - Arena talks to Mickey Rourke
Dec 9th, 06'
Michael
Martin
He’s been on
the canvas and out of the picture altogether, but
the actor, ex-boxer and Arena’s original cover star
is back, bigger, badder and - unbelievably - more
mental than ever.....
Question :
What time does Mickey Rourke show up for a photo
shoot?
Answer :
Whenever he wants to. It’s a rainy morning in a
garage in Brooklyn, by the waterfront, and when
Rourke eventually materialises he’s in jeans and a
nice overcoat, shanking the rain out of his hair,
trailed by a tough-looking assistant named Pinky and
a small white dog - tiny legs, wiry white hair,
sturdy body - called Jaws.
As for
Rourke, the words physically intimidating somehow
don’t quite cut it. He’s a huge, solid guy; so
tightly coiled it’s like sitting across from a
hurtling brick. His knuckles are tattooed with
letters that are difficult to make out, but you can
get the feeling that if you were to catch a glimpse
of those words coming at you, they’d be among the
last you processed on earth.
That’s the
legend of Mickey Rourke: rough, uncompromising,
erratic, possibly batshit. He was born in 1956 in
Schenectady, New York, and was raised Catholic in
Miami. A lifelong fan of motorcycles and boxing, he
came to Hollywood after studying at the prestigious
Less Strasberg Theatre & Film Institute in New York.
Small parts in 1941 and Heaven’s Gate
led to his performances of two genuinely iconic
films of the Eighties: Diner and 9 ½ Weeks.
There were other curious choices : after turning in
performances of great integrity in Barfly and
the IRA drama A Prayer For The Dying ( a
project that got him banned from London for seven
years), next came Harley Davidson And The
Marlboro Man , a film as good as its title
indicates. Then, Rourke launched a career as a
professional boxer.
The fighting
rearranged his face, and Rourke re-sorted his
priorities. But he returned to Hollywood to find it
largely disinterested, until his career-saving turn
as knucklehead anti-hero Marv in last years Sin
City.
This year,
Rourke has starred in the well-received family
action film Stormbreaker and the forthcoming
(Out Of Sight) Leonard adaptation Killshot.
At this moment, though, he’s talking with the
make-up artist about what hair product he prefers,
while his dog runs around the studio. “I can’t put
the wrong shit on it, or it will just....hey Pinky,
keep an eye on Jaws!”
In attempt
to bond with the beast, hoping it will lead to trust
from it’s owner, I take a step towards him. He bares
his teeth and backs away, snarling venomously. He is
the most intimidating breadbox-sized dog imaginable.
“ Jaws,” scolds Pinky. “Is that nice?”
“They were
going to put him to sleep”, says Rourke, scooping up
his pal and settling into the chair. “I got him two
days before. He was already in the execution
chamber. He was very vicious, had been very badly
abused. When I adopted him, he bit me in the mouth,
gave me two stitches. Before, when you’d pick him up
he’d freak out. Now you can even do this to him...”
Rourke
strokes Jaws under the chin and Jaws maneuvers his
head under the meaty paw that dominated those frames
in Sin City. Dog and owner seem content .
“Yeah”, Rourke tells the make-up artist. “I’ll have
moisturizer. Thanks.”
This
year is Arena’s 20th anniversary and you
were the first cover in 1986.
Really? Wow.
{We
show him the cover story} Do you remember the shoot?
[ laughs]
Nope.
What
do you remember about 1986 ?
Nothing. I
remember I was living in New York, and it was just
before my career ended. Who did the shoot?
Christopher Gstadler.
Oh that
piece of crap. He used to be a friend. Fuck him.
In
that interview you said, “I had a very naive picture
of what acting is all about. I thought it really
mattered what kind of actor you were. Nobody gives a
shit. But I give a shit.”
I still feel
exactly the same way. There’s a lot of
stuff I said in 1986, before I went to therapy that
I’m ashamed of. I was angry. But I think what you
just read, I feel even more that way now. It’s
[still] not really about acting. It’s about the
publicity. It’s about what cunt is going out with
this one, what cunt had a baby. In real life, people
have babies all the time and it’s no big fucking
deal. But that’s what he movie business has turned
into.
Are we
going to see Marv return to Sin City 2?
If they pay
me enough. Or do you want to call {it} ‘art’?
[laughs]
Is
their a script. Have they told you what they’d like
you to do?
Sort of yes
and no. They’re really going to have to show me that
they want me back. They’re going to have to realize
the success I had with it personally. They gotta
show me the money, that’s all I’m talking about.
Some
said you WERE that film.
You bet your
ass I was.
So
what did Sin City do for you?
I was out of the business for a long time - 13
years. I took six years off to go back to boxing,
but I didn’t realize that if I stopped acting for
six years, it would be hard to get work for seven
more. By the time I left [Hollywood}, my reputation
was so bad. I’d not handled things correctly. I was
young and arrogant and immature and stupid. I didn’t
take enough time to examine al the facets of the
fact that making movies is a business.
I didn’t want any part of it being a business,
but that was me living in some sort of artistic
bubble that doesn’t exist. I kind of had my head up
my ass. When you’re out of work for13 years, you
have to look in the mirror and say “It’s not them, I
fucked up. I put the gun to my head and pulled the
trigger, they didn’t.”
Can you pinpoint when it started to turn?
It was the first
time I took a job for money. For two, three, four
years, I hadn’t worked, and there was nothing on my
plate that I wanted to do and I was broke and I had
bought this big fucking house and so I did this
stupid movie, Harley Davidson And The Marlboro
Man, and I was fuckin’ miserable doing it and I
realized I had sold out. But there was a lot of
other stuff going on too, with my career, my
personal life, my life in general. Shit was way out
of control. So it was a slow burn of destruction
that just blew up all of a sudden.
Would
you consider Harley Davidson the worst movie you
made?
I’ve made
some really bad movies - I don’t even want to remind
myself that I made them. I just worked on a movie [Killshot]
with a wonderful fucking director from Canada, John
Madden. It’s as good as I’ve felt about making a
movie in 15 years. Madden’s, like, driven. He’s a
perfectionist. He can do 80 takes and he makes it
better and better every time. And that’s what I
like. I like that he cares so much that he drives
himself - he turns purple.
About
Killshot - are you an Elmore Leonard fan?
To a degree.
I met him. I’m a fucking Madden fan. I’ve also got
to give credit to {producer} Harvey Weinstien.
Harvey knows my old reputation, and Harvey putting
me in these movies means a lot to me. Because
Harvey’s a hard-ass. He either likes you, or he
doesn’t give you the fuckin’ time of day. My kind of
guy. Old-school real tough motherfucker. If I were
in his business, I would be as ruthless as him. But
there’s also a soft spot to Harvey. He really cares.
You can see through the hard veneer.
What
about Stormbreaker?
Stormbreaker was a money job, to be honest with
you. I went because I love London, I want to go to
London, and it was a role I thought I could pull
off. It was “Let’s go over there and get away with
this.”
How do
you choose a role these days?
Usually, if
it’s got entrance and exits and it has layers that
challenge you. I’ve got a big hang-up about working
with actors I don’t like. I’ve turned down tons of
shit because I don’t like the company. When I don’t
like someone, I really fuckin’ don’t like them, and
when Id don’t want to work with
somebody, I really don’t want to work with them. [In
the past] I’ve had to compromise and do some roles
like that, but as of recently, I haven’t. I talk
with my therapist, who I really need, and he goes,
we’re making the same mistakes again. Why do you
hate this person? Why do you think that person is
such a bad actor?” For years, I was embarrassed to
admit that I even had a therapist. He saved my
fuckin’ life and my career. I don’t what Tom Cruise
says about therapy. Fuck him. Cunt. Fuck therapists.
Let the Scientologists go fuckin’ live on a planet
of their own.
Are
there any parts you’ve turned down that you regret?
Oh Yeah. I’m
not telling you which ones though.
Did you feel that when you were starting out you
weren’t’ taken seriously because of your looks? Your
friend Johnny Depp says he wasn’t.
Well, Johnny was
really pretty. He’s better looking than most women.
But he’s also a fine actor, he’s not just a guy with
a pretty face who can’t act. The thing about Johnny
is that he goes against his looks. He challenges
himself to make interesting choices and I respect
that. Some of these work and you see it right away.
He has the balls to hang his ball over the fence.
Do you regret the
boxing?
When I was
amateur, I didn’t turn pro because I got hurt. I
always felt ashamed that I didn’t have the guts to
continue with something that’s really hard.
But, I’m happy with the fact that I turned
professional at 33 years old, when most careers are
over. I had 14 fights - 12 wins and 2 draws. I got
hurt a lot and paid the price with operations on my
nose, which were several. My timing was off. I
regret it on one hand because my day had come and
gone as a fighter, but I’m at peace now. It was
hard. People can say what hey want, but I got to
fight all over the word, and it gave me focus and
concentration. When that bell rings, you can’t go,
“Hold on, I need another take,” or “Can you fix my
make-up?” When that fuckin’ bell rings, you better
be right there, because that guy want to rip you a
new asshole.
How
badly were you injured?
I’ve had
several nose operations to repair damage in my
cartilage; I had my cheekbone reconstructed when I
shattered that. I had about three or four
concussions. There were a lot of injuries.
Have
you had surgery purely for cosmetic reasons?
No, just
those things I mentioned, that’s pretty common
knowledge.
Who’s
your pick of the new acting talent?
I really
enjoyed working with Rosario Dawson. She’s really
pretty and such a hard-working
actress. Same thing with Keira Knightley. I’ve
worked with some of these new kids and I’ve been
very impressed with them.
Which
of their qualities impress you most?
I was
sitting in the make-up chair, and I was looking over
a Keira who is 23 years old or whatever [she’s
actually 21], and I thought, “God, look how
professional she is, “She’s on time, she’s not late,
she looks really great. I wasn’t even working when I
was 23. I was when I was 28, but I was a fucking
mess. I wasn’t professional at all. And I looked at
her and wished that even when I was in my 30's I
could have been more like that.
What
has time taught you about women?
It’s been a
humbling experience. Very painful. You can only do
it by yourself, and it doesn’t take months, it takes
years. I programmed myself to be a certain way - to
live on the street. Something out of the Dark Ages.
That changed in time. You can be physically strong
and that can be a tremendous weakness. I learned
it’s OK to let go, and count to 10.
What
is your chat-up line that always works?
Depends on the hour and the place. But something
honest and straight-up is more interesting than
beating around the bush. There’s nothing wrong with
saying “I want to fuck you all night long.”
Do
you have children?
No.
Do you want children?
Never given it any thought. My childhood was a
fucking mess. I promised one thing to myself: I knew
what it was like growing up without a father and
meeting him 25 years later. I would never do that to
a human being because of what I went through. If I
bring somebody into this world, I’m going to be
there. Until I can guarantee that, I don’t deserve
to have a child. My childhood was so bad that if
somebody said, “Would you rather go through your
childhood again or never be born?” I’d say I’d
rather never been born. I used to sit around and
say, Why can’t I live in his house down the street.?
Why am I stuck in fuckin’ purgatory here, in this
shit hole?” You know, that’s OK, because it gives
you character. But who wants to get character that
way?
Are
you spiritual?
To a degree.
Have
you become more so?
It’s an
interesting question. My little brother Joe died a
year and a half ago. I always prayed and went to
church once a week, and I haven’t been there or
prayed with the same conviction since. He died a
very slow, painful death of cancer. In my arms. He
was really a good guy, he didn’t have a mean bone in
his body. You see somebody die like that, who’s your
blood, at a young age and you think, “What the fuck
is going on?” It’s been hard for me. I was raised
very Catholic. Joe’s death took a lot out of me, but
it also gave me strength. When we visited each other
when he was dying, we hadn’t seen each other for a
while, but he looked at me and said, “You’ve
changed, Bro. I never thought you would.” Here’s a
guy dying who’s glad to see the change in me. So
now, if some days I can’t do it for myself, I think
about him and how much it meant for him to see me
not the way I was.
Alan
Parker, the director of Angel Heart, described you
as a “nightmare, very dangerous, because you never
know what he’s going to do on set.” Is that an
accurate assessment?
I never do
the same take twice. Same way I’m not going to sit
in this chair the same way I sat her 20 minutes ago,
and people aren’t used to that, especially if they
come from the theatre. So I think he’s talking about
something like that net of unpredictability.
Has
that changed?
No.
Do you
still really enjoy acting?
You know
what, ever since I got a second chance, I love it
more then ever. Because, you know, if you’re
talented and you put the work in, you’re going to
make it the first time around. It might take you 10
years, like it did me. But when your career is over,
once you’re a has-been and you’re finished, to come
back after 13 years and you’re not 28 years old
anymore...well, not many people can do that.
If
you hadn’t come back, what would you have done?
There’s
nothing worse than an out-of-work actor. I don’t
know. I was at the point when I was going to go
back to Miami and do God know what.
Who’s the person you had the biggest falling out
with?
God. But
I think it’s one-sided. I think he’s still with
me. Faith is a changing thing. Some days you
have it, some days you don’t.You question
whether you can be heard.
Do
you eve look back on something you’ve done and
cringed?
Fuck yeah. From girls I’ve been
with, to movies I’ve made, to things I though I
wanted to do. I can watch a movie and remember the
life beyond it. “Oh, I was going through this at the
time or I was going out with that one at the time.”
You go, “Wow, that was a terrible fucking time.”
How do
you feel about the word “comeback”?
I’m afraid
of it, in a way. Because people always go, “Glad
you’re back,” and when you’ve been out of work 13
-14 years, you never feel like a come back. I
thought after four, five years it might happen, and
when several years went by, I thought the dance was
over. So when people say, “You’re back,” I think,
“Ooh, dunno.” Because I’ve still got it in me to
really fuck up. I can’t pat myself on the back and
say “You’re back,” because of where I was. When you
lose your career, your wife, your house, your money
- all at the same time - it’s humiliating. It’s
humiliating to hear, “Oh, what happened to you?” Or,
“How come you don’t work anymore?” You know, you to
buy a pack of cigarettes and you hear, “Oh, you used
to be in the movies,” it goes through you like a
bolt of lightening.
What
stops you from fucking up again?
Just no
reacting right off the bat, just going, “OK, there’s
consequences to this. “The other day, there’s some
drunk guy giving me shit in a restaurant. So I gave
him the benefit of the doubt and I said to the
waitress, who’s next to me, “I want you to watch
this. If he touches me, I’m going to knock him right
the fuck out.” And they got rid of him. Where in the
old days I would have just punched him in the mouth.
He was really being rude and obnoxious, but I’m now
able to evaluate and see what the consequences are.
Do you
think about your legacy?
No, not at
all. There’s a guy running around that wants to do
my memoirs. I say, “Not now, I’ve got stuff to do.”
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