Mickey
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By Julian
Schnabel
November '05, issue
of
Interview Magazine
FEW ACTORS HAVE BEEN
KNOCKED OFF THEIR FEET MORE TIMES THAN
HE HAS -- BY HOLLYWOOD, BY HIS OPPONENTS
IN THE BOXING RING, AND BY HIS OWN
STUBBORN PRIDE. BUT AFTER WALKING
THROUGH HELL -- AND WITH THE SCARS TO
PROVE IT -- HE'S A MAN WHO'S LEARNED
SOMETHING. NOW WITH A PUNCH OF NEW
MOVIES, MICKEY ROURKE IS BACK.
My interest in
Mickey Rourke started with I first saw
him in Body Heat, before he had
any lines, and he was mouthing the words
to Bob Seger's song "I Feel Like A
Number." Just seeing that moment you
knew you were witnessing an actor you
were never going to forget. There is a
brooding and tormented quality about
him, a particularly American quality
that has been well described by
Tennessee Williams.
Mickey wasn't
always humble. In fact, he could be a
real jerk. People who grew up in
private can skate over their adolescence
and car crashes. But when you grow up
in the public, in the world of
Hollywood, where people become a
product, there's very little latitude
for conflagration. All of the violence
and battles that have surrounded
Mickey's private and public life have
humbled him. Now he can show his gentle
and sweet side, and his eyes are wide
open; he doesn't miss a thing.
In the beginning
he wasn't ready for the fame. I think
that at first, he felt like he didn't
deserve the recognition or admiration he
was getting. He didn't feel like he'd
accomplished anything; he just knew he
was better at his work than most
people. But that wasn't good enough for
him.
Sadly, when Marlon
Brando died his things were auctioned
off at Christie's. I bought his boxing
gloves and offered them to Mickey Rourke
for his comeback. I thought that was
apt, but he told me I should hold on to
them.
DATE: SEPTEMBER
7, 2005
[Karen Wilson,
an editorial assistant at Interview,
dials Mickey Rourke's number: phone
rings Mickey Rourke picks up.]
Mickey Rourke:
Hello?
Karen Wilson: Hi, may I speak to
Mr. Rourke, please?
MR: Hello. What's your name?
KW: Karen, I'm the editorial
assistant at Interview. I'm
calling to connect you with Julian
Schnabel.
MR: Oh, okay.
KW: I have Julian on the other
line. Do you have any other questions
to ask before I connect you?
MR: Nope, none. Just make sure
he's wearing clothes when he's talking
to me.
KW: I didn't ask him if he was.
MR: Well, we'll find that out in
a second, won't we? [Wilson laughs]
KW: Hey, Julian? I have Mickey
on the line.
MR: Yeah. I told her I would do
the interview with you as long as you
were wearing clothes.
JULIAN SCHNABEL: I'm not wearing
clothes.
MR: Well, you better have some
underpants on.
JS: I don't have any.
MR: Then I'll take mine off
while we talk.
JS: All right. As long as you
don't touch yourself. [laughs]
MR: I won't. I won't. I'm
sitting here with my dog Loki in a
garden in London. And we miss you, and
we wish you were here. There are some
people who are big fans of yours right
here, sitting across from me.
JS: Who's there with you who are
fans of mine?
MR: Harvey Weinstein. David
Bailey. Me and my dog.
JS: So, I want to actually talk
about some stuff that might mean
something. Maybe you've answered these
questions a million times. I don't
know. But how did you end up being an
actor?
MR: Well, I was training for
about six years to be a fighter. I was
an amateur fighter, and I got a
concussion, and I was told that I
couldn't really fight for a while
because of the severity of it. So, for
several months I wasn't doing much of
anything. And I was sitting on the
beach one day and some high school
friend of mine was at the University of
Miami was directing a play -- a Jean
Genet play, Deathwatch -- and he
started talking to me about it. He said
he didn't really care for the actor at
the university who was doing the play,
and he thought I would be really good to
play the part of Green Eyes. He kind of
talked me into it, and when I was doing
the play, I thought, wow, this is better
than getting up at six o'clock in the
morning and running 4 miles a day. I
kind of like it. And I asked him,
"Well, where do you go to learn how to
do this stuff?" And he told me, New
York City.
JS: How old were you?
MR: I was 18. So I said, "Will
you go with me to New York?" And he
said yes.
JS: Did he go with you?
MR: No, he didn't. So I
borrowed $400 from my sister, and I went
by myself.
JS: What was the friend's name
who directed you in the play?
MR: Gary Cox. He's a waiter in
Culver City now. He went to New York
several years after I went.
JS: Your English teacher was the
person who got you into movies, right?
MR: Yeah, Mrs. Glazer. She
showed me the first movie that I ever
saw, A Place in the Sun [1951].
But at the time, being 18, I wasn't
fascinated at all by Elizabeth Taylor. I
was fascinated by Montgomery Clift, and
if I had been in the boat with him, I
would have drowned Shelley Winters, too
[both laugh]. Anyhow, she showed
it twice in class. I was in B-level
class for underachievers.
At that time in Miami, all the Cuban had
come over, so I was in a class with a
whole bunch of stupid white boys and
Cuban guys who didn't understand
English, and they used to give us really
easy subjects to do. They'd show us
movies. It was the best class, yeah.
But she was a very sensitive teacher,
very understanding too, for those of us
that were underachievers.
JS: How did you get into the
Actors Studio?
MR: It was back in the day when
they used to take only three or four
people out of thousands. I was studying
at the time with an acting teacher named
Sandra Seacat, and I was working on a
scene from a Tennessee Williams' play.
It was a scene between a father and son,
and I wasn't doing it very well because
I couldn't relate to a father figure
because I never had one. So my acting
teacher said, "If you want to pass this
exam, you need to go an find your
father." And I had only met him once,
when I was a boy. So a day or two
before my test, I called up some family
members that I didn?t know on my
father's side, and I went to upstate New
York, and I introduced myself to my
father because my teacher told me that
it would help with my being able to
relate to a father.
JS: I guess it did, no?
MR: Yeah, it certainly did --
especially because Elia Kazan [who
co-founded the Actors Studio] said it
was the best scene he'd seen in 30
years.
JS: Did you see Al Pacino when
you were at the Actors Studio?
MR: You know, I use to see
Pacino there and Chris Walken and Harvey
Keitel. I was a kid. It felt like,
finally, for the first time in my life
-- outside of a baseball field -- I was
home.
JS: Who were some of the people
that meant a lot to you or influenced
you or were important to you as young
actor?
MR: As a young actor it was most
definitely Brando and Pacino. And then,
shortly afterwards, when Mean Streets
[1973] and Taxi Driver [1976]
came out it was Robert De Niro. And
then it was Chris Walken and Harvey
Keitel. Those were the guys who made me
go, "Wow. I hope I can be those guys in
four or five years if I study really
hard." Because I didn?t want to be
mediocre, I used to get excited. I
remember as kid, when I wanted to be a
ball player, and I saw Roger Maris and
Mickey Mantle. Those were the guys I
could relate to. Then when that didn't
work out for me, it was Pacino and De
Niro and Walken. I didn't want to be
like the guys at Juiliard; I wanted to
be like the guys at the Actors Studio.
JS: So then things started to
happen. Your first film was Body Heat
[1981], right?
MR: I got a two-day scene in
Body Heat.
JS: And in Body Heat, you
basically get up and mouth the words to
that Bob Seger song, and for the rest of
the movie you just disappeared. But it
was just like, who is this guy?
MR: Well, it was interesting
because when I did Body Heat I
had gone to Los Angeles, and I had a job
as a bouncer at a transvestite night
club. And I remember going to work on
the set of Body Heat and then
going back to work on the set of Body
Heat and then going back to work at
the transvestite night club. I was a
strange sort of day. But it was the
beginning. Then I got Diner [1982], and
then, shortly after that 91/2 Weeks
[1986].
JS: Well, you did Rumble Fish
[1983] before all that happened.
MR: Yeah, Rumble Fish. I
can't remember back then; it's been a
while.
JS: I thought your performance
was so great in the movie that I made a
painting for you and called it, "A
Painting for Mickey Rourke for his
performance in Rumble Fish."
MR: I remember a couple of dozen
years ago when we met at the Mayflower
Hotel. You had done this painting, and
for years I thought it was another
painting. I was very young and naive
because the "Motorcycle Boy" was about
motors, and I was trying to find the
motorcycle painting. I remember I was
trying very hard to find the Harley
Davidson inside your painting, and I
couldn't find it. [laughs]
JS: I remember when I saw you at
the Mayflower, we didn't know each other
well, but I saw all these really
rough-looking guys with you. You had
kind of a bumpy ride there for a while.
MR: Well, at that point, I only
really felt comfortable around boys from
where I grew up, so I surrounded myself
with a pretty bad element of people.
That's all I knew. And eventually I
just took myself down. I think I was
real good for a lot of years at blaming
everybody else for my problems. But as
the years pass by, you have to finally
looking in the mirror and go, "You know,
it wasn't everybody else. It was me."
JS: How low did you get?
MR: Let me put it this way:
remember all those actors I said I
liked? I told my psychiatrist one time,
"Hey, if those fucking guys had to live
the way I've lived for the last 10
years, they'd blow their fucking brains
out." And you know what he said to me?
He said, "Mickey, those guys wouldn't
know how to fall that far. Only you
would know how to fall that far." As I
said, anything that happened I did to
myself. But I was real good at putting
the blame on the system.
JS: Well, a certain kind of
vulnerability or inner pain can be a
wonderful tool when you tap it as an
actor. But it can also tear you up.
MR: It can.
JS: You sort of ended up living
this life where you were kind of a
tough-guy gangster, but that image was
not real.
MR: Let me put it in a nutshell
for you, okay? I think when you talk
about what was tat the core of it all,
it was really more shame than it was
anger. It somehow seems more honorable
for somebody like me to be angry than to
live in shame, but there was a lot of
shame.
JS: Who would you say are the
people that you're the closest to and
that you feel most comfortable with?
MR: Right now? Because I fucked
up a good part of my life, I'm really
not close to anybody. I'm closest to my
dogs. The people that I was closest to
were the ones I hurt the most, and I
only have myself to blame for being
numb. When I look at you, for example, I
go "Wow, I'd rather have kids like you
got than make a great movie or make 10
great movies." But that's not in the
cards for me.
JS: Who was the person you
connected most with in your life?
MR: My brother Joe.
JS: And he died, what, six or
seven months ago?
MR: Six months ago, yeah. There
is no lying in my life now because of
that. When I saw Joe go, I decided that
life's too short to lie about anything.
When you're sitting there, and you're
holding the person that you've been with
for 45-odd years, and that person
leaves, you just sit there and go, "What
the fuck is going on? Where are you?
Talk to me!" That changes you greatly.
Joe left me a tremendous strength,
because he said something to me when the
life was going our of him. He actually
looked at me and said, "Hey, bro, you
changed. I never thought you would. I
thought you were always going to be
crazy, but you changed." And it meant a
lot for him to see me change. So, I'm
not going to fall again, because I
worked very hard to understand that it's
not only important for me to keep moving
forward but also that Joe wouldn't want
me to fail.
JS: That's right. Well listen, I
have to go, but we should continue this.
MR: Let's talk some more. One
more thing that I do want to say is that
there was a time several years ago when
I would have even been able to talk to
you because of where my head was at.
But right now, my relationship with
somebody like you is important to me and
it means a lot to me. I used to be only
with idiots and bad men.
JS: Well, listen. I'm going to
call you. Let's pick this up again very
soon.
MR: Sounds good.
JS: Okay, bye.
DATE: SEPTEMBER
14, 2005
JS:
Well, it took a while
for us to get back on the phone, but
here we are.
MR: I've been working in the
middle of nowhere.
JS: So, I wanted to talk to you
about the stuff you've been doing lately
because, from the beginning, when I
first saw you, I thought that there was
this sense of longing or human beauty
that you were able to capture that was
what Tennessee Williams was about.
Then, of course, you had to step into
juke-dancing obscurity, and the God
knows what happened and what the details
are. But coming through that and
actually surviving it, it seems like
there were other people who really saw
the same thing I did, like Francis Ford
Coppola, who put you in the movie with
Matt Damon [The Rainmaker,
1997], and Sean Penn, who made sure you
were in The Pledge [2001].
MR: And Michael Cimino.
JR: Yes, and he had his own
demons. It's just been very nice to see
the kind of support for you that has
come from people who are really involved
in film making.
MR: Well, you know, maybe I
wouldn't care about that, or it wouldn't
have mattered to me. But I'm
appreciative of it right now, where
maybe I wasn't for over a decade.
JS: Well, unfortunately what
happens is that when you're very good at
doing something, you get very critical
of what other people do, and sometimes
you say things that are negative when
maybe you shouldn't.
MR: Well, it's not the perfect
business to be totally truthful, is it?
JS: But, at the same time, being
truthful is the thing that people
respond to in your work. There was an
amazing response to your role as Marv in
Sin City, wasn't there.
MR: Well, I think it's
interesting that you brought that up
because even with all the makeup and the
Band-Aids and the fact that it's a
caricature of a particular kind of man
-- and I mentioned this to, Robert
Rodriguez, who directed the movie --
Marv still had to have layers. He had
to have a soul. Because so much was
hidden with all the bullshit with the
makeup and the bandages and the effects,
it was important for me to make the
character me.
JS: Who are you?
MR: Well, it's a guy who has got
a sense of humor and who has feelings,
and that was important. And that was a
fight. It wasn't a hard fight because
Rodriguez is a pretty intelligent cat.
We're going to do the sequel to Sin
City in February, so I'm very
excited about that. You know, these
younger directors don't have any fear
about working with me, Rodriguez is a
younger guy. He doesn't care about my
old reputation, All he cares about is my
acting ability, and that's all it should
be about. But I've also realized that
I've got to be professional. I can't
surround myself with a bunch of fucking
idiots like I used to. So it's time for
me to work again. People say to me,
"What's the best movie you ever made?"
And I say, " I haven't made it yet."
JS: You've chosen to play
characters like Marv a number of times
over the years-- like Butch in Rumble
Fish and Johnny Walker in Homeboy
[1988]. I feel like you could play
anything, but you got very focused on
one kind of character for a while.
MR: Well, I'll be honest. Those
are the only kinds of characters that
really interest me. The rest of them I
find boring.
JS: What is the role that you
really would like to do that would be
close to your heart right now?
MR: I haven't done it yet. It's
out there, I?m sure, calling to me. I
just haven't answered the call. It's
out of my hands, you know?
JS: So tell me about Domino.
What's it all about?
MR: Domino is inspired by
the life of Domino Harvey, this fashion
model from London who came over to the
States and ended up for a period of time
as a bounty hunter. She was the
daughter of Laurence Harvey, the actor.
The story, I think, fell across Tony
Scott's desk, and he became very
interested in the idea and decided to
make a movie inspired by it.
JS: Tony Scott's been very
supportive of your work for a long time
also, hasn't he?
MR: Yeah. You know, there were
years when Tony and I wanted to work
together, but my career was in the
toilet, so, thanks to me, we couldn't.
But since we've been putting Band-Aids
on things, we were able to get together
recently, and Tony's been very
supportive. There are a few directors
I've worked with that I can say are
actor's directors in the way Tony Scott
is. I mean, any actor worth his fucking
salt looked a that interrogation scene
with Walken and Dennis Hopper in True
Romance [1993] and went, "Man, look
what those two boys are doing." So,
Tony's dynamite. Domino unfortunately,
died in a bathtub three months ago at 34
years old. I went to the funeral, and
Tony was speaking about it because he
finished the movie, and she never saw
it. I had an incredible experience
working with Keira Knightley, who plays
Domino in the movie. She put a lot of
trust in Tony's direction, and I think
for a girl who's so beautiful to look
at, she dug deep and stepped up to the
plate and gave a dynamite performance
playing a part that, in her day-to-day
life, might have been a bit of a stretch
for her. So that was a very cool
experience.
JS: So, you're having a good
time living in London right now?
MR: Yes, I'm looking for a house
over here, as a matter of fact.
JS: You look for houses wherever
you go, don't you?
MR: Yeah, I do. But I think
I've finally found a place where I can
have one.
JS: You'll find a home near me
somewhere.
MR: Well, there's a difference
between a house and a home. I'm looking
for a house at the moment. I remember
when I left Miami and moved to New York,
it seemed like such a big scary place --
but then that's what was really exciting
about it too. I've never really been
the kind of guy to get on a plane and
travel to different countries like Spain
or England or France. But now I think
it's time for me to get on a plane again
and move. It kind of feels like working
before was dangerous for me because I?d
feel like I deserved it. But right now,
getting this second chance, I'm working
from a better place, I'm just thankful
now instead of angry and arrogant,
beating on my chest.
JS: Are you doing any writing
these days?
MR: Well, I have, but not at the
moment.
JS: I'm about to get on an
airplane to go to San Sebastian, and I'm
taking that script you wrote, Wild
Horses, to read on the way.
MR: Well, you should. That only
took me 17 years to finish.
JS: Anyhow, I think the sun
rises and sets on you, Mickey.
MR: Oh, yeah. Okay, brother.
JS: I'll call you when I'm over
in Europe.
MR: You got it, my man. |